Buggies

With warm weather comes swarms of bugs. When you live in a bedroom with a window facing your backyard, then it means your room because host to all sorts of creatures, including things that I never even realized existed. I love warm weather, but I don't like sharing my living space with a bunch of tiny roommates.

It can really get out of control sometimes. It became so bad last summer that I had to remove my ceiling lamp because it was attracting so many bugs. It became so bad that I started sleeping in our living room because I couldn't bare to be in my room anymore. All I could thing about was bugs trying to live inside of my nose and mouth.

I think that I am going to have to search through the internet for different ways to keep the bugs away. I don't have anywhere to sleep if I am forced out of my bedroom this year. I'm hoping that the lack of bright light in my bedroom will keep them away. But if I have to start concocting crazy brews and putting it all over my room, I swear that I will.

Nails

I love having nice nails. Recently I have been addicted to looking at nail polish blogs and nail polish reviews on youtube. It seems like it would be a lot of fun to have a nail polish blog, but I can't even understand how these people have enough stuff to post everyweek. Do they just paint their nails a new shade every single day? And how do they afford to have so much nail polish. Some of the nail polish they use is so expensive. I can't understand paying more than 1 dollar on a bottle of polish. Especially because I get sick of colors very quickly.

I do want to start painting my nails more than I do, but it's such a hassle. The nail polish comes off so easily, and it makes me wonder why I ever made the effort in the first place. This may be because I only use 1 dollar polishes. Maybe if I splurge on a bottle I'd actually realize that the results are a lot better. But I cannot be bothered with paying so much money on colorful nails.

If I came into some extra money I think that I would definitely devote a bunch of money to growing my polish collection. I'd buy a couple of real polish brands and see what the results would be. It's sad the things that I would spend my money on if I had any. Some people would like to buy fancy things, all I really want to have is some nail polish.

Here's a cool nail blog. http://amazingnailsforyou.blogspot.com/

Crying

Crying is cathartic. I don't cry nearly as much as I used to. I used to cry all of the time, for not any reason at all, but it always helped me to clear my brain and feel better about life. Now, I find that it's hard to cry even when I feel sad. It's really rare for me to cry unless I watch somethings sad on television or if something really bad happens to me. This is weird to say, but I really do want to cry the way I used to because I really prefer letting my emotions out to feeling really numb. Feeling numb is the worst thing in the world. I would rather feel lots of emotions than feel nothing at all.

I started thinking about this last weekend when something happened to me. It was a really bad situation. Well not something that most people would consider bad, but it really upset me. When I got home that night I just cried and cried and cried in my bed for a really long time. And for the rest of the weekend I kept crying whenever I thought about it. At the time, it felt awful. But now that some time has passed and I have let all of that out, I feel really good, and I feel like I have more of a sense of clarity of some things that I was concerned about before.

I think crying should be considered a form of therapy. It really does make me feel better. I'm sure that there is some sort of scientific explanation for this. Crying probably releases all kinds of chemicals that cause a person to feel all kinds of things. I don't even know. I'll probably look this up later since I find it really interesting the way crying affects people. I can't imagine because someone who can only think of three times when they ever cried.